It has been one very hard week for me. I started a new job therefore I am working two jobs right now, leaving me very little time to spend with you. 15 minutes a day I know isn't cutting it, but we gotta suck it up at least til Tuesday. I hope you don't feel like I am intentionally trying to not spend time with you, that I am neglecting you by choice. Baby if I could give up all these responsibilities I would, I would do it in a heartbeat because I would so rather be playing with you.
Since I haven't been spending as much time with you, I feel like maybe you're forgetting about me. You are maybe much happier with your dad. Please let that be just my imagination running wild. I want you to want me more than ever. I want to brighten your day and make you feel amazing.
I just want to say that I miss you and love you very much. I can't wait to go back to our regular schedule. I can't wait to put you to bed at night, get your breakfast in the morning, be the first and last person I and you see every day. Gosh I need your presence all the time. Just know that mama is doing all of this so that you can be proud of me. I am doing this to teach you all about responsibility, hard work, success and being a strong independent woman. I know you will be all those things, you got amazing teachers.
I love you cupcake.
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